My Happiness Last Week

A week full of smiles and laughters. Hah!

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First, I am letting all the negatives fly/go. I wanted to be free from my self-imposed injunction or ilusyunada sydrome or whatever you may call it. =) I am a work in progress (esp. my heart).

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Second, I have a new 'job', I played the role of 'tour guide' to the bureau's retired chiefs and a priest. =) An ego-booster. To be a 'tour guide' is something I am afraid to do because I am slow in directions. But I made it and in fact the boss is asking me again to guide her international visitors. Hmmm. =)

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Third, I experienced a 'heavenly' breakfast (healthy food, laughters and beautiful music), that is breakfast with the nuns and the priests. I accompanied my visitors in the Monastery and it all boils down on me, they are kidding me to become a nun. Hmmm. Not bad to think about it. =) God is my tour guide, whether he lets me be a nun, a tour guide, a tax collector, a lawyer, a mother, a wife. =)

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Fourth, I bid goodbye to the conventional way of always present in every family-affair. It is liberating sometimes that i am not always hooked-up to those affairs, (tra-lalalalal, remembering good-old-days).

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Fifth, I went to Pagudpud (and other tourist spots) with my Friendly Friends. Beach has been my life for the past weeks. ;) Beach=FUN!

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somewhere out there

My happiness today, I watched it more than 10 times today, Kaitlyn was cute, articulate and a good singer at 4 years old... I wish and pray to have a daughter like her *wink*

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I fell in love with the song... it keeps my sorrows away =)

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• Somewhere out there,
• Beneath the pale blue night,
• Someone's thinking of me,
• And loving me tonight.
• Somewhere out there,
• Someone's saying a prayer,
• Then we'll find one another,
• In that big somewhere out there.

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• And even though I know how very far apart we are,
• It helps to think we might be wishing
• On the same bright star,
• And when the night will start to sing
• A lonesome lullaby,
• It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the
• Same big sky.

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• Somewhere out there,
• If love can see us through,
• Then, we'll be together,
• Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true.

My Happiness Last Week =)

Toxic.Total disaster.Failure.Shame.Resignation.Ineffective and Innefficient. These and many others are my thoughts and feelings for the past week. I wanted them out,I was "helpless, sad and out of this world," then I came across Myka's blog entitled "happy thoughts, good people, good vibes" and I decided to do the same.. instead of writing my rants (as I always do) here, I am am posting like Myka did, the list of people and the things that made me (somehow) happy for the past week. Happy people and happy things helps me forget all those negative feelings and attitudes...

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1. Mommy, for always reminding me to keep thing easy and to keep cool.

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2. Mitzy, for letting me hug and kiss her (even if she doesn't like it).

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3. Kian, for being my cuddly bear.

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4. Fats and Dols, for being there to listen, even if at times I am not making sense. For making me smile.laugh. and happy.

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5. Pingky, my laptop, for the (virtual) company. Lol!

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6. Pucca, that 4 year-old-yellow-pillow, keeping me company in my sleep, in my dreams hahahaha *wink* seems like I am with the person who gave it. Hahaha!

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7. For the Hugs and kisses of the subject person in #6 ---in my dreams. I felt it was true. Hahaha.

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8. Beach. =) I love the beach. Went there with #4, and the three of us released all the negatives vibes in our body and we were happy and relieved after.

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9. Janet, for the massage while having my hair theraphy. ;)

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10. For the compliments I received from my fans club.. hahahah. Thanks!

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As Myka said, "just by typing up these names and the things that cheered me up the past week made me smile." Yes ading Myka, I will do this again , it helps me in releasing the negative vibes. Hah!

RIP FrancisM

This post is my tribute to the master-rapper FrancisM. I am not really a fan of dancing or singing, but 'Mga Kababayan ko" by FrancisM made me dance (only at home and only my 2 brothers as my audience) when I was a little girl. I salute FrancisM his contribution in the music industry and for promoting the patriotism to the Philippines.

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Rest in Peace FrancisM. My condolences to his family.

francis magalona

daydreamerping turns 28!

Every year as I celebrate my birthday, my ilusyunada syndrome strikes (like lightning, lol...). I always wish for for the impossible thing to happen, that is, to be with that one great person in my life next to my family, but I always fail. Due to such failure, I feel UNLOVED on the day before my birthday. I often ask, will I encounter true happiness in this lifetime???

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I always thought happiness is "dear you" -the happy and perfect moments with that someone. I am still clinging to that so-called-LOVE, a love that was ignored and made me stronger, a love that is now -just a dream.

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Hah! That feeling didn't last long, a few hours before twelve midnight I opened a birthday present from two friends whom I share my life with since I started my course in LLB, the message in the gift --touched my heart and i felt important and LOVED, at the end of the message was, "WE LOVE U." I realized, I was looking for that LOVE from a person who is just now a dream, I have almost forgotten I have my friends and family (esp. Mommy) with me, who through thick and thin are always there to RESCUE me and make me feel important and loved.

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And on my birthday I encountered happiness, for another year to see and enjoy the beautiful things God had given us; second, when a friend requested for a 'birthday song' (all the crew in the resto sang, hahaha, I was blushing all along) while I blew my candle on an ice cream, and when my cousins came over for some magical moments and the photo ops, and when I had dinner my classmates, who have been a family to me. Life is love. =)

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And MORE happiness with these people around: mommy, mitzy, fats, dols, zerina, heizel, alik, evie, myleneg, attymaing, debbier, jelyn, rowenab,roidennis, dianne, pamela, mamyollie, ton, cocoy, patricklove, lala, kringles, twit, tdang (thanksx for the vs), mamajosie, yang, aldrinj, toots, sheebom, charisma, belle, m'ana, cherrymae, joanner, edward, shebeng, mngshirley, kj, aidrianp, krystal, docjun, ninongfelix, donna, jamila, maica, peng, sherylla, genesischaka, rowenak, titakang, lorna, ochie, FLO, tristan. rj, jan, kian, caloy, analyn, veron, chum, franchong, mngbong, sashaponfee, m'marianne, attymalou, mamlen, janicec, barbie, jas, grazielle, stanley, arlene, yayie, heizel, attyfrancis, patrikkanakan, debbied, janicep, paulyn, christinen, ilyn, docmarissa, mabeth, bless, marie, charmaine, maning, ellen, charity, debbied, brett, gai..jenny, des, candyQ..

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